My Stewie Moment

I had recently had a talk with someone close 2 me about how much I have changed n grown up a lot over the years. About how I had come 2 realize that Im a mommy n a grown ass woman n all that petty fighting n nonesense was becoming past me. and i had learned better ways 2 deal with ignorant ppl.

Fast forward 2 today, ive been on alil bit of an emotional rollercoaster as it was, but I had been maintaining a positive overall feeling....Enters a man who owes me money....$30 2 be exact. Now I ask him wheres my money cuz he wa supposed 2 pay me last wensday (homie collects unemployment). Now I been hearing stories bout him borrowing all kinda $$$ n blowing it the same day. So im pickin up that he started using drugs n i aint talking bout no mary jane or alchol. He was a decent dude b4 getting caught up with that bullshit but honestly...IDGAF bout any of that, I jus want my money n u go bout ya business..

But NOOO, do u kno what he had da nerve 2 tell me? That he remembers paying me back. Mofo I aint da one on drugs, when it comes 2 money, i dont 4get shit. i still remember sum ppl from back in da day thats gonna have 2 let me hold a dolla everytime i see em. lol

So he tryna argue wit me, u kno how crackhead types do, thinking the more talks n dont let me explain, that Im gonna start believe it. No dude, that was the last time u borrowed from me. N trust when i was helping him he wasnt on dat shit, just alil drinking. But he has a 14 year old daughter so i would feel bad n try 2 look out 4 him cuz I know times is ruff. Them drugs steal ppls souls!

So i told him, stfu n tell me u gon pay me my money o ima punch u in da face. Do u kno what his stupid ass said. "GO AHEAD" So I did. Twice. When he went 2 speak blood was soaking up his teeth n filling his mouth! He went 2 come back @ me n my man came walking down da hallway n he fell back. Thats the second time thats happened 2 me. If im warning u, its cuz I really rather not hit u but im warning u 2 proceed wit caution. U had 2 go n egg a bitch on, now look. Dam.
I cant lie tho. That shit felt mad good. Ive been supressing that part of me 4 a while. Sometimes u have 2 demand u respect n let ppl know not 2 underestimate u.

Fear no man, trust no bitch (vice versa)

Till next time....

At Times

Whispers in the nite, like ts calling my name
Flickers in n outta focus, like a withering flame
Had sum tuff times, but honestly I shouldnt complain
Wicked intentions rarely lead 2 all out gain
At times I refrain
Purposely stat out in the rain
A part of me remains
But it still feels strange..................

thinking bout using this poem as either an intro , or maybe even a chorus 4 one of my tracks

Alil bout me

So Ive read a couple of interesting blogs lately, n it has inspired me 2 create my own. This is just a brief hello how ya doing, im letting u know im out there entry. Stat tuned 4 blogs with songs, poetry, random events n emotional venting. Not 2 mentions my opinions on music, life, n every thing in between. I called my blog rhyme n reason because it embodies who I am. I am an artist n mc, who thoughts, happiness n mortality revolves around music n intelligence. I may not always speak in proper english, but dont get it sideways, I know how 2, but this is how I chose 2 express myself. Dont judge me. look beyond my grammar n ghettoish language n see the true depths of wisdom. Take a peek into the depths of my mind n see if u can wrap ur mind around my concepts of how I see the world. Lets rhyme n reason.....