The day I realized no matter how close we come 2 being great, we arent
My souls feels like its been sucked outta my chest
No not this feeling again
The brokenness, the hollow empty feeling in my gut
The disconnect from someone, something that has been my life line
Or so I thought.........
My power has always rested inside myself, yet I constantly look 2 feed that monster elsewhere
Depraived, my skrinking perception starts 2 only see whats in front of me
Not looking @ the bigger picture
Blaming it on being lost in the moment
But really losing my future with each IDGAF
Right now Im so fuckin angry
Feeling like the world is turning it back on me
But its actually me
Turning my back on the world
Im so sick of being hurt
So I want 2 shut everyone else out
So they break my heart
Like lovers, or even my mother
My pain runs deep
Betrayal a constant theme
If the closest one 2 me are capable of this
Want can I expect from the outside world
Yet as funny as it sounds
A stranger can show more respect or gratitude
I try 2 sort my ideas out in my head but its all a mess
Jumbled madness and sadness
Im afraid 2 let go
Im afraid 2 hold on
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